so i'm picking the absolute worst time to blog

but oh well.  that's me.  i'll try to make this fast so i can get something done this morning/afternoon.  i've been ridiculously tired lately, and i don't know why.  like seriously, sleep sleep sleep ALL THE TIME!  and its so effing annoying.  i'm trying to pull it together for the end of the semester, and all i can do is sleep.  i wish i did better during the semester so i didn't have to do this.  

sometimes i look at people and think "wow, they were born so pretty."  like, nomatter how shitty they look that day, they're still really pretty.  how lucky, yes?  how many people get to know what it feels like to be pretty all the time?  

i think i would still like to try to be a model.  and after writing that, i see how vain that sounds.  but i dont know anything about fashion.  designer anything is lost on me.  though i wouldn't mind being a designer of some kind either.  but i lack a creativiy gene or something.  i can't think the way those people do, nomatter how hard i tried.

we got surround sound.  woo.  so now when we play smash on the wii, we open up with a chorus around us XD

i went to publix yesterday and spent 39.50$ on nothing.  like, really nothing of substance.  i need to stop wasting money.

one of my mice is going to die soon.  at least i hope she does.  she's cripple [maybe cause i dropped her, maybe cause she's kinda old] and possibly brain damaged.  she's my favorite mouse, and i feel so bad.

i never had a pet die on me before.  like, i've had two dogs and a cat.  my dogs have both been put down, but i've never seen their dead bodies.  my cat was given away.  i've seen the dead robo dwarf my friend accidently killed with a sub woofer, but thats it.  it looked like it was sleeping.  i hope thats what my mousey looks like when she dies.

i had a dream i found my dog.  it was nice to see her for a little bit.  i miss her.  i miss having a dog.

i'm pretty sure i have to stop now.  need to go be somewhat successful.  here we go, world.