Sunday, April 5, 2009

i need to blog more

like seriously.  i also want a new layout, something more prettier, less technicolor [maybe]  life is...yeah.  not quite failing at school, just one class.  but whatev's it'll be over soon....can't wait til the summer, going to enland yeahhhh - hopefully i'll blog more then - will you force me to write smelly?  we can blog together XD

i hate that i know me so well....i'm starting to miss being single, again.  not that i don't like being with warren, cause i do.  but i'm easily bored and distracted, and i like new things, like the awkwardness etc of new hookups...how did i ever think i was gonna get married?  like srsly.  cheating isn't an option...though warren said that if i ever did, he'd still be with me, i know he'd be crushed, and that would make me sad...but how much do i want what i want?  i'm pretty selfish, and look mostly to satisfy me.   Hm, this will be difficult....i wish i was a relationship person and not a hookup person; it would make my life soooo much easier.
Hopefully this is just a phase~

I desperately need to clean my apartment, it's gross, at least in my opinion...we re-arranged furiture, it's kinda neat.  Finally cleaned out my mousey cage o.O  I feel like I have a bunchya time, yet none at the same time [ew repetitive time].  I've been easily annoyed lately with my roomies, and people in general i guess, and dunno if it's hormones or not, stupid period.

Annnnddd I think that's all i have to say for now...blogs are weird.  I want *some* people I guess to read mine, but definitely not everyone....like, I'm glad none of my roomies blog, or any bf of mine, etc.  Cause that would be tragic.

2 comments:

Moody said...

thought you needed to blog more...
;D

Jen said...

i do. i'm trying~